My uncle explained how he had been very
scared when the plane reached cruising
altitude and the ground was no longer
in sight, and how they served a lot more
food on the plane than he was used to
eating at home.
I loved my grandfather very much and was
very saddened by his death. So great was
my respect for him that one whole chapter
of my book, ‘Grandson of the Tin
House’, is devoted entirely to him.
But I was 17 when he died, and on my first
flight, and the adrenalin pumping through
my body was fueled as much by curiosity
as by grief. When was the earth going
to fade from view? Could a plane lose
its way among the clouds? What were they
going to serve us to eat? It would be
a disgrace if I didn’t admit right
now that those were the questions racing
through my head as I remembered my dear
grandpa with tearful eyes.
The plane took off. Slobbering copious
tears, my mother, who like me was flying
for the first time—I think my father
had flown before—suddenly stopped,
turned to my father and said, “Emin,
what if we crash!”, leaving no mistake
as to her priorities among the people
near and dear to her!